Tucked away deep inside,
is where my emptiness hides.
Its hard to let people see ,
all the nothingness left inside me.
I must be so full of sin,
to have so much pain with in.
My emptiness begins with no love,
I even question a lack of care from above.
Then you have the fact that nobody cared,
That my babies lives weren't spared.
Then there's the part that my family walked away,
instead of keeping me safe that day.
Will I ever feel safe again,
Will God fill the emptiness with in.
How do i tell her I can't bare her pain of loss too,
When mine still feels so very new.
How do I stop my heart from caring,
for so much pain I am baring.
I try so hard for her to be strong,
But how do I stay strong for so long.
God please come take this pain away,
I can't carry anymore today.